I'm Bethany. I’m 18. I’m from Michigan. I’m in love with the idea of being in love. I’m too sarcastic and gullible for my own good. I try my best to make everyone smile. I always care, even if I don’t want to. Altogether I’m kind of a hopeless girl who's losing herself between what she wants and what she needs.
I’m so afraid of giving my all to someone. I’m afraid I’ll invest so much into them, and they’ll just scatter all the pieces of me I gave them one by one. I can’t put myself back together again. Not this time.
I want to yell at you and make you say you miss me but I can’t bring myself to believe that I’m worth giving a second thought to. You left me with no goodbye and it’s been almost a year and I’m just not over you and I don’t want you to be over me either